well, it has been such a very long while since i steped across these pages. when i am on my own mordern device i shall attempt to update my portfolio. i have sold some paintings this year/end of last, just two. totaling an extra $80 nz in my poket. i had intended to save it for my tattoo but something always happens, namly men, but ill save my self the emotional rollercoaster today and save my recently diagonsed "ajustment disorder" episodes for another day. i am again, as i was at 16, an insominac. my life, is as always, falling to pieces left right center up and down. i am as always heart sore and lost. there is however one difference, soon i will escape all this woe and take a trip to HOME. yes, wales. at long last i will see the islands my heart belongs to. well, as soon as i manage to sus out my passport. i had hopped it to be a diffeerent adventue by my heartache wont permitt me to venture that tale today. oh, and i have my own house! re decorating and renovating is an epic endevour, especial for one wee girly, but im getting there, bit by bit. and i love my little house dearly. it is my home. for always i hope. it is almost to lonely to bear at the present time, i have taken to talking to my little house, running my fingers on its walls just to make sure it is still there. all walls have ears you know. i intened to paint tree's in every room, each room with its own unique type of tree personality. there are fae in my backyard and they cause me a little mishchief but i intend to brave their troubles and make a truce anon. any suggestions?
well, i dont know what else to say.
hope all is well in the world of the artistic eye.
take it easy.